I'm really afraid of dying (thanatophobia)

2021.12.08 02:42 TanakaIzumi I'm really afraid of dying (thanatophobia)

I always knew that one day we're all going to die, it's natural. But for some reason, about a year ago, I started to really think about it and it has been driving me insane.
Every day I wake up anxious. I haven't felt good not a single day this year. My heart beats heavy all the time. I'm always overthinking things and expecting the worse. I just don't know how to cope with it. Every day is a struggle, every day I try to understand things, but it's a dead end.
I had my first panic attack, it was 4 in the morning, and I was crying, sweating and shaking, repeating to myself that I wish I didn't existed in the first place. I'm going to die and I'm going to be forgotten. People say it isn't happening anytime soon, but it'll come, and when it happens, I'll remember this very same day and I'll wish I could go back and live. How am I supposed to be ok with "not existing" if existence is all that I know?
I haven't been able to enjoy things anymore. If I'm doing something fun, I immediately will remember that I'm going to die and none of this will matter. I forgot how it is to feel normal. I haven't been able to do things I enjoy. I always see myself dying with fear, alone and in a painful way. If I'm public, I can't help but see everyone and think to myself that they're all going to die. If I'm talking to my father, I realize that he's probably going to die, and I'll never see him again.
well, that is it.
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2021.12.08 02:42 Bataranger999 I like how we got itto's appearance first and VA later, but with ayato we're getting his VA first and appearance later

Ayato nation superiority
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2021.12.08 02:42 DaonYun My first uploading!

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2021.12.08 02:42 relatingtoneilperry fucking terrified

so for whatever reason i think i may have a lil bit of trauma related to the dentist. its to the point where i cant watch movie with dentists in them, or simply talk anout it. and in a few hours i have to go there and stay a long time to do something permanent to my teeth and i am absolutely frightened. i have no idea what to do, im considering suicide tbh, or at least i hope for a coma. i hate every inch of the situation. and the worst part is, i know tht i need to go there, for my health... well anyway if you got tips on how to get throigh the day theyre welcome.
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2021.12.08 02:42 Quiet_Society963 I want to make a villager trade hall similar to the design of my drowned farm. Should I use the same pillars as before or use one of the new four?

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2021.12.08 02:42 Happy_S_endings The man playing the stupid game is second from last in this line, a lady on the front seat just off camera has her purse in her lap.

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2021.12.08 02:42 iamnotgae A button press not recognised?

I'm currently resetting for a shiny piplup and I just encountered a bug or something which is making it so an A press on my right joycon is not being recognised and won't go to the next text box or page. I've tried using multiple different joycons and still nothing. The ZL button on my left joycon works for it but it's pretty frustrating, the a button works outside of BDSP so I'm not sure what's causing this.
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2021.12.08 02:42 Unlucky-Point-4123 Strange stone a friend of mine left at my place. I believe it was found somewhere in New York, but I have no clue about where it came from. It’s about 8 inches in diameter. It’s soft and easy to mark, it was round and unopened when I got it.

Strange stone a friend of mine left at my place. I believe it was found somewhere in New York, but I have no clue about where it came from. It’s about 8 inches in diameter. It’s soft and easy to mark, it was round and unopened when I got it. submitted by Unlucky-Point-4123 to rockhounds [link] [comments]

2021.12.08 02:42 Independent-Parsnip2 Who to swap out with Diamond Patrick Ewing

My starting 5 consists of PD jason kidd at 1, D Wade at 2, Diamond Aaron Gordan at 3 and PD Tim duncan at 4. Diamond Pat just doesn’t seem to do very well, and I have around 50 k MT, what do y’all think would be a better center? Or should I put Duncan at 5 and pick up a different PF?
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2021.12.08 02:42 Visible_Mountain_806 Reshiram on me 4210 9925 2025

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2021.12.08 02:42 Randolito Why does time…

Why does time go faster as we get older?😰
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2021.12.08 02:42 DrTitanicua Here we go!!

I think I’m gonna try Honkai Impact. Any newbie tips so I don’t get completely destroyed or bored because I’m an idiot?
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2021.12.08 02:42 usernamebruhmoment How do I steal minorities?

My neighbors have (and are oppressing) ogres and kobolds, both of which I want to work in my holds, I have both integrated, is there any way to speed it up?
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2021.12.08 02:42 Ssr_stardustdiamond I finally got my big Bibi pillow!

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2021.12.08 02:42 jaforks Fractured SMP

Fractured SMP, new realm. We have canon lives, looting, griefing, factions, and pvp. Dm me to join or put your discord down below. We will vc check, as long as your above 13 you’ll probably get verified
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2021.12.08 02:42 MasterLeech Some rare Apati items I own.

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2021.12.08 02:42 0mnipath Solved a life long genetic face skin problem

I've been dabbling in meditation for a few years but only this year made proper strides in committing to the practice. A couple of months back I finally got into the consistent groove of meditating in the morning and in the evening.
What followed shortly after that amazed me. I've had psoriasis outbreaks on my face for the last 15 years and nothing I did helped it. Now it completely stopped and I have 0 symptoms. I never thought it would end as it's a genetic disorder so you can imagine my astonishment.
There were no other factors I can think of that could have influenced this miracle so I attribute it to meditation. Another reason I think that is because I notice other benefits from it. I always thought these benefits were ephemeral but they are viscerally palpable to me at this point. It made me less impulsive, more attentive, more energetic, have better sleep, have better thoughts, have better mood, mindset, values, motivation, etc.
Meditation truly is a magic panacea :)
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2021.12.08 02:42 ThatPastyOne PsBattle: Cat sitting in front of light therapy lamp

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2021.12.08 02:42 Brapy20 21 make just looking for female friends is that weird I feel like I get along better with women

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2021.12.08 02:42 ykanevin Nermal made this

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2021.12.08 02:42 Mrnicksitdicksit Peter!

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2021.12.08 02:42 hoooola_hoopy111 Ethan Crumbley's parents

What are people's thoughts on the parents of Crumbley (Oxford High school shooter) being charged w/ involuntary manslaughter? Seems unprecedented.
Hate how the media is maligning public defenders. Saying his parents got 'real' and 'fancy' private lawyers, whereas his son has an 'obscure' or 'little-known' or 'small-time' PD.
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2021.12.08 02:42 SarcasticPedant I mean...just fucking *look at him*

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2021.12.08 02:42 and1mastah92 Adult Rec Sport Leagues?

I am trying to research adult rec leagues in order get back out from the past 1.5 years as I just moved out to San Diego a year before covid started. I keep coming across Vavi on Google but not sure of the reviews on them overall and if there are any other options. I am looking for leagues/teams on the more rec side as oppose to serious side. No real preference with a sport.
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2021.12.08 02:42 Baroque_Bone The United States would benefit from constitutional/symbolical monarchy kinda like Britain IMO.

As an American, it wouldn’t fix all of our problems, but it might temporarily ease the tensions. So many people get pissed off by presidential candidates/current and past presidents. The states needs a figurehead that unites them. This monarch doesn’t even need to have significant power. Just the same ones as the queen of England.
The amount of times I’ve seen people arguing over Trump or Biden makes me exhausted. We need unity. Someone to bring us together. And that will never come if one half wins and the other loses. That isn’t prosperity. Not at all.
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