Holiday anxiety

2021.12.08 04:12 drkijtdjn Holiday anxiety

TLDR; I don’t like going for the holidays because of the questions I get on my relationship status and I am still in the process of coming out.
Hey y’all. I’m in the very hard process of coming out. The personal pressure to come out has given me so much stress and anxiety.
I have a best friend (girl that used to like me and wouldn’t give up on our relationship lol) who I speak to everyday and can’t get the courage to come out to her. My biggest issue is that I feel like a liar, a huge liar who has done so much just to cover up their lies. I have a feeling she knows, but she hasn’t brought it up and when she doesn’t hint at something, I panic and try to get off topic.
Now with the holidays coming and my personal intent on coming out, but not being mentally ready to(sounds weird), I see myself not wanting to even return home for the holidays. Since I don’t live in the same city as most of my family, every time I return home for the holidays I get the same questions. When they finally get to the “you don’t have a girlfriend?” question, I panic, say no, and try to change the subject.
With that being said, I don’t like returning home for the holidays, but it makes me sad too. My grandparents are old, my aunts and uncles are getting older and I see my straight cousins have such a great relationship with them and I don’t because of the stress it gives me to come out. I know the easy way to fix this would just be to come out, but the question is how and when.
Do any of you guys get holiday anxiety too?
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2021.12.08 04:12 gloomishx Best gaming laptop that also doubles for studies? (Description says more)

I want a gaming laptop that is: -Relatively lightweight and not too bulky as I will be carrying it around with me to study. -Runs games well, I don't play AAA games. I play Generic games like Minecraft, Roblox, Terraria, Stardew Valley, etc... Needs to be a decent graphics card but doesn't need to be top tier. -It will be used for studying too so I would like a laptop that isn't super loud and disturb others. -I don't want the laptop running hot because I use a Macbook Pro 13" 2018 and it literally burns my soul as well as my skin, not even just gaming anymore... even streaming YouTube or in a call. -A decent battery life. -It needs to have a webcam. -RGB Lighting is a plus but not necessary. -Preferably no more than 17"
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2021.12.08 04:12 lambda_eos Cafeterías o lugares para comer

Lo del título, alguna recomendación para dos personas? Bueno, en realidad busco algo que sea rico y que sea lo suficientemente seguro en estos días. Igual, sí tienen alguna recomendación cerca de la rueda, las animas o la paz estaría cool, gracias :D
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2021.12.08 04:12 Adrian64_1 Buna dimineața

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2021.12.08 04:12 Tricky_Substance6914 Looking for Activate Sheet Hotkey

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2021.12.08 04:12 DonKedictDown ITAP out the window of a plane

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2021.12.08 04:12 Klanium Introducing Klanium Card NFT

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2021.12.08 04:12 PinkKnapsack Organizing Our Sub

Hey guys, I’m the new mod and it is nice to formally meet you all.
I’ve updated our rules, and when I figure out the side bar I’ll update that too. I would like to add, I have not added rules. Only clarified existing stuff we already have.
There are two types of posts that permeate our sub. Relationship posts and charts. I’m taking a poll to see what you guys think.
Let’s be nice, civil, and have fun everybody.
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2021.12.08 04:12 i_have_chosen_a_name The sales of Viegage Finance token is live already

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2021.12.08 04:12 graciegrack Looking for a ticket exchange - Mitski @ LA’s shrine expo hall

i originally purchased tickets for march 3rd at the shrine in los angeles, but something came up and i’d rather not miss half the show for obvious reasons. is there anyone willing to switch tickets for march 2nd instead? i’ll show any proof of purchase or give a small exchange fee — but i can’t provide much. thank you all
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2021.12.08 04:12 Lord_Imperial_Cross Type me Based off my Recorded Cognition

Since I know that cognitive functions are just that; functions of cognition, I thought it'd be an excellent idea to go for a walk and record all of the thoughts that are running through my head at the time. I challenge you to focus not on the contents, but the patterns arising.
Also, mods, I implore you not to delete this. This may not conform precisely to the rules, but regardless, this is a completely valid way of determining cognition, or at least give me clues. If this still isn't acceptable, let's talk about it. Thanks.
** = general summary
"_" = direct quote
> "Currently I'm in a process of self examination."
>**Talking about Yoga, practicing detachment, Hindu philosophy.
>**Reflecting on knee pain, planning on getting potatoes for glucose. Hoping to get back into the gym after doing this.
>**Trying to make sense of Si; formulating an understanding of it. Determining that the mind is also a focus of the enquiry of Si. It is a very focused and precise function, apparently.
>"The doctor doesn't know everything. He may know some of what's going on but that's just his perception. Better to be discerning and allow his advice to be taken with a grain of salt. I noticed his repeating a lot of the points he's telling even other patients. He's only a young GP after all. It's not fair to expect him to know everything."
>"I love the charity library on my walks. It really is a helpful way for the universe to offer important, synchronous texts to influence my life. It's like a portal. I would never have been familiarised with Elkhart Tolle if I never had access to it."
>"I noticed that when other people are approaching, I feel this inner anxiety to prepare myself for a fight of some kind."
>"That however isn't necessarily always the case. Sometimes I barely notice people if I'm really focused on something, like writing this. If anything, it's hard for me to consciously know what I'm feeling in the moment unless I seriously pay attention, like what I did then. Plenty of people are walking past me and I barely notice my anxiety."
>"What the hell? Did that guy have gynecomastia? Poor thing. Must be an estrogen problem. I almost mistook him for a woman until I saw his face."
>"I just picked up The Fifth Mountain by Paulo Coelho from the library from earlier. I'm thinking my friend Liueneh would really enjoy this book, especially considering he's struggling pretty bad. Since it's Biblical as well, this is a thing he can relate to. I know he's pretty open-minded for being Ethiopian Orthodox but at least having a book that he can vibe with will get the point across to him really easily."
>"Speaking of which, he has this irrational fear of the word 'meditation'. When I bring that up to him, he seems to immediately think of opening your channels up to demonic influence, when really it's as simple as just being mindful. I tried telling him Orthodox monks on Mt Athos practice basically meditation but he's a little stubborn. He likes to go to his Church fathers to ask them about meditation and I basically told him to not use that word because they'll get the wrong idea."
>"Also, isn't it funny how I like to come up with clever responses to arguments I had in the past? And if I had those arguments again, I would know what to say since I've rehearsed my responses. I seem to get a kick out of wanting to win those arguments next time, or act not as passively and defeatist."
>"I'm actually thinking of posting this to Reddit. I wonder how many people would streotype me based off what I'm saying."
>"Jesus, that bike nearly hit me! Gotta be more conscious. Doesn't help that I'm spending so much time typing this."
>"Si is clearly inwardly focused. I'm not very attuned to what's in front of me, but it seems like the bulk of my thoughts are on what I'm thinking in the moment. It seems reasonable to say that I have a good amount of Si, judging by the contents of my thoughts thus far."
>"It's kinda funny how sometimes I get so engrossed in my thoughts, but the slightest disturbance/sound puts me on high alert. That's probably why that bike didn't hit me."
>"What's that song they're playing? It's loud as Hell. I wonder how their neighbours feel. Maybe they're not home while they're playing."
>"I should set up a system in place to distinguish between what was said word for word, and a general summary. I'm thinking this: ** = Summary "_" = Direct quote."
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2021.12.08 04:12 pleasedontfollowm3-5 Eva Padlock

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2021.12.08 04:12 Storm_Bloom 211208 aespa's YT channel has just reached 3M subscribers!

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2021.12.08 04:12 Aggressive_Ferret Whose parents would you rather have?

Me and this girl had an argument about whose parents are better. She’s 16 (junior in hs) and I’m 18 (freshman in college). One time she told me that she was studying and her mom came up to her and asked for her phone (which she wasn’t using), to which she said no you can’t have it. Her mom then got upset and got her dad involved and they beat her. She later explained to me that her dad pushed her head against the wall and she felt like she was going to faint (she had fainted twice before when they did this). She then justifies this by saying that it’s how her grandparents treated her parents so they also parent the same. Moving on to my parents. My parents recently travelled to a diff country to visit their parents for holidays, and they have been away for about 3 months, which I don’t really mind other than I had to stay home alone over thanksgiving break. But I understand why they went because they haven’t seen them or relatives in a long time, I would have gone except I can’t miss exams. My parents also post “cringe” pictures on their Instagram, as she explained (it’s just pictures you would see on Facebook). Then I asked her whose parents would you have. She said that she would rather have parents that beat her than have parents that post cringe photos on Instagram and leave me “alone” so they can go visit their relatives. Whose parents would you guys have?
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2021.12.08 04:12 greatthrowawaythe1st Why’d they never get the classics, Conroy and Hamill?

They’re both still working on DC projects, even right now Conroy’s working on something Batman.
I’m a little surprised they didn’t get these two for something else besides Batman (love Greenwood as Batman), and little sad we didn’t get Hamill, DiMaggio or Baker as Joker.
Also, I really hope they bring in Matt Ryan and Jensen Ackles for Constantine and Jason, one can only dream!
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2021.12.08 04:12 AgonizingApathy Apparently penises are not a man thing

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2021.12.08 04:12 7hermetics3great Ranked has deck weighting now?

I don't know if it's just a coincidence but I feel like I'm getting matched in ranked basically the same as normal play que as of the last few days. I played a rakdos deck and got matched against other red decks three times in a row. Then as soon as I started using my mono black deck I was only against mono black. Has anyone else been noticing this?
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2021.12.08 04:12 Angelajapan AB6IX - HOLLYWOOD

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2021.12.08 04:12 Ancient-Ad-4844 What I want to say to Mr. J Hood

I'm sorry. I am fat, my teeth are terrible, I don't have boobs, and I'm not smart enough. I wish I was enough or at least had the chance to be enough a fraction of the time you turn to the internet for pleasure. I wish I could make the changes you constantly feel the need to look for in other women and lie about any time you pretend like you see something in me. The sad truth is even if I loose weight, get a boob job, and fix my teeth, I will still have stretch marks. I'll still be the stupid witch that overreacts to everything, confirms suspicion, and keeps you from doing what you truly want to do. It's hard to pretend to be happy when you are constantly under stress and know you are nothing. That there is no point fighting because it will be the same situation no matter who I'm with. Sooner than later I'll be a stupid witch from the past you casually point out to your wife or side piece. Will you keep my old messages like the rest of your collection? When you ask me what is wrong I know better than to say anything now. Only crazy people make the same mistake and expect a better outcome. This is just another overreaction where I violated your privacy and tried to make you out to be the bad guy. Why all you do is work, play computer games, and look at but never touch other women. Only think of it. Often. Sure everyone including you would like me to just leave but I am being patient for that day sooner than later. There won't be words, just an empty space, and a new status update. I understand there is no ring, no house, no kids, not for me. I don't measure up so it's my fault. I'm sorry. It cuts me deep every day but it is not an excuse to cry for days alone and shut down. Personal accountability as you like to say.
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2021.12.08 04:12 KingR79 Raid rn 5974 2990 4571

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2021.12.08 04:12 ZorgZeFrenchGuy Timmy’s parents thanked me over and over for finding their lost child.

As the last pieces of his body were placed into the body bag, they knew they at least had closure.
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